pfff… mycket är nytt här men favortien på senaste är hajken upp till the hotsprings (varma källor i bergen), mysigt tar ungefär 40min att hajka upp till dom (efter kort en biltur upp i bergen), jag har blivit mer av en natur människa. Visst saknar jag Svenska skogen men bergen har något magiskt över dom.
bilder från den hajk jag kom ihåg kameran på. btw: bilderna är oredigerade.
waking up next to alex i can’t help but start oct 11th with a smile on my face. : )
today as usual, we are going over to my dads house for sunday dinner it can be pretty interesting if you ask me.
yesteday we went to the dollar movies with ed and meg, with no good movies playing (that we had not already seen) we ended up seeing g-force which made me want a ginnypig (they are so adorable) but alex says no and reminds me we are moving next year.
well now for some seinfield and Harvest moon beer oh and some smokin’ cheddar BBQ Doritos perfect this sunday.
so i was listening to brand new – limousine and it made me think of the subject: drinking and driving. it is something that has always bothered me and should disturb everyone.
isn’t wrong that i am actually really scared to drive on I15 on sat & fri night especially? next time> park that car don’t drink up and risk the end of someones life? was the party worth it? was trying to drown your sorrows working? i just get so frustrated thinking about how many people actually choose to put not only themselves but others in danger for their on foolishness. aahh if i could i would go kick them asses to the deepest of the ocean!
is it really that hard to find a ride home? no, just are just too drunk to worry about it. before you go out drinking please plan ahead on how you will get home our if you can spend the night there.
i was at the liquor store the other day myself and saw this young mom that looked completely beat up (she had her little girl with her inside the L store) buy the cheapest bottle of liquor there was.. i wanted to just shake her and scream you need help you have a beautiful little daughter who’s life is in your hands! a mother with eyes blur from the last sip of vodka is a mother not worthy of that treasure, unless she gets some real help and cleans up. addiction is a hard subject no one really likes to discuss the topic but yet we see it around us everyday. i feel like there are so many things about this world that makes me feel like bringing an innocent child into it would be a crime. but then i am reminded of all the beauty that does exist and all the good in people. after all there is so much to live for, right? i just wish that we can all treasure this world together.
i know this entry is a mess, the truth is i just have so many thoughts going on it’s hard to make sense of them.
angst.
why do i keep dreaming of things that i should have left behind me a long time ago?
i just started some laundry, it’s about time! we have been sleeping on the swine flu sheets a few days too many. but it’s friday night and i’m doing nothing else but waiting to pick up alex from the bird. i’m avoiding friends… my work takes all of my energy these days. i have great friends and i have the most amazing man in my life what else could i ask for? something is lacking… i’m yet to be on the path i have been aiming towards sense diaper days (maybe not diaper days but for a long time).
it’s too easy to settle for being content.
well i’m going to go figure things out.
btw: one thing i’m excited about is Halloween alex is going to be spock and i’m going to be a random alien woman. oh and something i love about utah is that everyone loves halloween it’s a huge deal here haunted houses everywhere and so on.
-kicki
it’s not that i’m out of inspiration cause i have plenty, it’s just the matter of how i can make any sense of it in writing?
what has been going on lately? you might ask me this… well let me tell you, PRETTY MUCH NOT A WHOLE LOT. but i’m am enjoying the sunshine and all the rays of joy that comes with it. for all you swedish kids you should know i love the mountains man and some people here but you have my heart and my soul i’ll be back. even talking to a drunk petter over msn makes me miss it, hahahah.
emma strandberg i suspect you might be reading this and you should know that i wish you here all the time but it doesn’t seem to be working that great maybe one day you can find away to teleport, eh?
last night through the eyes of my phone (i love these boys & have a new found love for dan):
eller snarare solen i ögonen
today swedish summer music classics (like gyllene tider, lars winnerbäck, magnus uggla)has been keeping my ears occupied, hah. but i’m scared because i suspect we have a beehive in or backyard. (maybe i can get kylie to take care of them).
“Min smak har blivit förändrad. Kärlekssångerna på radio
har börjat beskriva hur allting verkligen är. Jag är inte säker
på att jag klarar av att vara lycklig, det känns som om jag är
gjord av trolldeg. Jag vill inte vara kär på det sättet, som alla
andra tråkmånsar. Vår kärlek är annorlunda. Den handlar
om oss.”
the weekend in pictures.
alex enjoying some wild fries.
…
at johns farewell.
AND JENNIE I WISH I COULD COME VISIT YOU IN MALMÖ RIGHT NOW!
peace&love.
-nico
it’s monday and everyone is having a good day. (people answer politely)
i’m really tierd after an 8 hour work day, but i’ve decided to join joe on a trip to the forrest. and i’ll be postponing my errands until tomorrow. btw, alex told me him and ian have keys to the blackman home now : ) hopefully that house will be good for them and filled with good times.
me & kylie look like creepers, wonderful.
that picture does not tell you bout my mood.
when lights are gone, woodland comes alive.
btw: i’m not going to be in Sweden this summer.
